It's quite hard to be fine with people. My heart just like thinly sliced. My head feels like to explode. Seriously I'm not resistant. It feel like everyone is pushing against me and stab my back. I though these holidays will make me more better than the previous day but otherwise it makes myself completely hurt. I'm not doing okay lately, I don't know. I'm partically fibruos. Life? I don't know how to describe it but for now it makes me like I'm going to be trapped. However I just need to move on. Yeah all this just a game of life. I must be strong. Okay the time worn out. I'll update more soon. bytheway pity. Pity for who? for myself lahhhhhh. BOOOOOOOOOOOO !
